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ABSENCE


Some days before a little unconscious
Am I in me? I'm always suspicious;
I never knew, it really happens
Everything but still an absence

Someone that I knew no never!
Something that I found no never!
Something experienced no never!
Something I have feared forever!
I am so much in tense;
If anything has absence

When the world smiles, it feels like
I lost to smile, to work, is this a strike?
I always am in this type of cases
Like within me is an absence.

I looked the mirror. Seems it’s not me
“I feel like caged please, set me free!"
I am here nobody’s beloved
GOD! Why you sent me without my word.
Missing myself where I’ve been & in
Feels like I’m an absence in me within

15yrs has gone, searching for me still
I didn’t find myself so clear and real
Please let me go, I can’t wait,
I have no any patience.
It’s me who has no faith
Within here is an absence!

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